Decisions

It’s been about 2 months since I made a pretty substantial decision. Looking back on it I am not sure if it was the right/wrong choice. For those who know me can understand the decision I am talking about. I have never made a decision like this on my own and I was sure I would second guess it, but not as much as I am.

I am molding something new which is nice and most of the time is inspiring. The people around me learning as well as myself how to be better, smarter and more confident. We have the support of a very smart individual who is helping us get where we need to be.

Now life in general, I am not sure if I am here for the right reasons for myself. I battle that everyday. I enjoy many things about being here, but there are some I still do not. I can chalk it up to being too early in life, not exploring all life had to offer, but would I be where I am had I not made the decision I did? Who knows, there is no way to tell. Let’s just hope I will know what is going on sooner than later.

Wish me luck folks and I will try to not be so cryptic in my next post, but most of you will understand why.

Black Eyed Peas – I Gotta Feeling